IM SO PISSED MAN!!!!
but i cant talk about it.
why?
cos that person reads my blog.
& that person is someone not to be offended. fuck!
theres a second person involved too. cant be bothered. stop asking so many questions can.
edgy.
insensitive.
authoritative.
demanding.
blatant.

now I question, what's the use of a blog?
what's the rationale of having one when one cant even openly express his feelings?
maybe we can, but situation permits us from doing so.
it's never safe to divulge anything. in this world.
hah, you know, it's best if we just keep that little diary by our bedside everynight & pour whatever grouses of unhappiness we have. lets just not talk about the joyful moments now.
well even then, it may not be safe.
ya so, why have a blog man?
I think it should be abolished!
back to my problem, I cant say it.
but what I have now is: I do not have a choice. it indirectly concerns my future. just get out of my life GRR. mind your own business!
so, i'll just bear with it until some time later
& ESCAPE!

& right now, there's a friggin bee near me. with the tsk tsk tsk sound. the biggest one i ever seen in my house, 4cm long maybe. im not exaggerating.

until then, i shall not waste my time mulling over that person & just stay happy.